mONtuM…Ü

loving someone is not always a bliss.. it is full of whirlwind moments you would surely keep in your heart.. it is the most wonderful unexplainable feeling that all of us would wish to have.. it is hard to define and yet when you have found that person you would love and share the rest of your life with you just feel it.. no words are needed to come out of your mouth.. all you know is that the person you see is the best thing that happened to you and for me even filled up what i is missing in my life..he has shown me the kind of love i never expected.. sure we fight and have misunderstandings but hey we are just human beings.. love isn’t perfect even us but he is my strength and my comfort.. the more you share love the more it grows in you.. it feels good to be loved.. i hope he is really the one God has planned for me.. sabi nga ng iba "ung pang habang buhay.."=)

Well, how long is your program? Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together… and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home… only to no home I’d ever known… I was just taking her hand to to help her out of a car and I knew. It was like… magic. -Sam Baldwin, Sleepless in Seattle

The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it’s not because they forget, it’s because they forgive. -from the movie, "Indecent Proposal"

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren’t paying attention to before. -Good will hunting

"I guarantee there’ll be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life… because I know in my heart, that you’re the only one for me." -Runaway Bride

Perhaps after all our worries and questions, we’ll discover that all along God had the right thing at the right time for us. Perhaps His plan is more wonderful than anything we could create by ourselves - whether it comes with ‘pomp and blare,’ or quietly, ‘like an old friend.’ Perhaps… perhaps… we should entrust our questions of ‘How?’ and ‘Who?’ and ‘When?’ into His tender care." -Boy meets Girl

"My dear child, what you must try to see is that nothing has changed. When the Maker brings you your husband, you’ll be aware that it was He who made you for each other and He who planned your meeting. And in that moment, just as we did, you’ll want to sing a song of praise to Him." -Boy meets Girl

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more; that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds …. That’s what you’ve given me and that’s what I hope to give to you forever." -The Notebook

so my monksky was here yesterday.. and to my surprise he brought me breakfast.. hahahaha.. ang sweet.. jollibee lang pero touch ako naalala niya ko.. mark knows that 8:30 is a very unholy hour for me cause i usually wake up at around 10.. hahahaha.. last week we had a fight di nman major and he came back and bought me those slippers from artwork.. hahaha.. andami niang binibili sakin.. adik na..=) so when i went to the mall last sunday i also bought some brownies which the two of us plus my little cousin ate..=) and that little monkey where you can actually put your phone.. cute eh.. then we started singing.. marky daw on the guitars and i on the vocals.. hahahaha.. kulit tatalunin daw namen mymp in the future.. watch out.. baka next month lumabas n album namen.. hahahaha.. well i really have the greatest guy what more can i ask for??=)

"Unbelievable"

Always said I would know where to find love,

Always thought I’d be ready and strong enough,

But some times I just felt I could give up.

But you came and changed my whole world now, I

‘m somewhere I’ve never been before.

Now I see, what love means.

It’s so unbelievable, And I don’t want to let it go,

Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall.

I feel like you’ve always been, Forever a part of me.

And it’s so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I’d never thought I’d be.

In my heart, in my head, it’s so clear now,

Hold my hand you’ve got nothing to fear now,

I was lost and you’ve rescued me some how-.

I’m alive, I’m in love you complete me,

And I’ve never been here before.

Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,

I cant help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

ANNIV NA!! EK trip with mark last april 8.. as in wow!! i miss him to bits.. thanks hon for the wonderful time with you.. just in time to celebrate our 365th day together.. awww i am totally out of words to describe the feeling of joy i have.. i mean i have been with this guy for a year now and 2 days.. sobrang happy ako with him.. hai.. he gave me a photo mosaic of the two of us.. pretty cool shempre maganda ko sa picture..=) hahahaha just his mere presence is more than enough for me to know that he loves me so.. truly GOd’s blessing to me.. honey thanks for everything you have done for me.. i have already said it over and over again how happy i am that i have you in my life and i know that whatever God has planned for us would be the greatest we could ever hoped for.. thank you for all the moments and i will continue to fill my jar of memories with you and hopefully be with you till the end..=) i gave him a gift of course.. the first two i gave nung april 7.. monkey n shirt and an addition to our family.. monkey p ulit n stuff toy..=) hai ever since i met him nahiligan ko n ang monkeys.. cguro kc mukha shang monkey??? hahahahaha.. but seriously i just enjoy giving him these things.. on the DAY i gave him a very personal gift.. i wrote 365 reasons why i love him and put it in a jar.. cute noh?? akala nga nia nung una candy daw n nasa jar,.. hahahaha.. eniweiz i know love doesn’t need to have a reason it is just that i wanted to show him that in the past year we had he gave me a lot of reasons why i love him but still those are not enough for every minute i find new reasons why i fall in love with hime even more.. i also know deep inside of me that even if i cannot give any reason why i love him i would still continue to love him.. sweet b?? hai it is just what i feel with him.. truly he is an amazing guy! i don’t ever want to let him go and he knows that.. back to our EK trip.. though super init as in juicy tlaga ko enjoy naman.. we were together with my hs frends as well as my sister so un he met my friends already and they got along pretty well..=) they love him.. grabe he was the first guy na napilit akong sumakay ng space shuttle!! aminado naman ako duwag ako dun but with him game ako sa lahat,.. astig! hahahaha.. ang saya as in iba ung high n nakuha ko.. what a way to celebrate your anniversary noh?? hahahaha..up to now may hangover ako.. super happy kc ako.. iba ung moment.. hai., tnx tlaga monksky,… truly I LOVE YOU SO..=)

counting the days.. hai.. 11 months who would have thought we’d come this far.. hai.. 1 month to go and a whole year has already passed us by.. i am looking forward to a new beginning we would soon be sharing and new lessons i would soon be learning from him.. truly i am blessed to have in my life and i could not ask for anything more.. i love you up to the last bit di!! i have seen a newer meaning of life because of you.. what we have would always be with me.. i still am deeply in love with you..=)

never thought i would feel this way
everything is worth the wait
i haven’t regretted anything at the past
cause now i am with you at last

with him i feel the world is in bloom
the flowers, the trees seem to smile when you are near
God has made a great picture of me
and you seemed to be around in every turn i make

nothing much can show this feeling
my heart is almost bursting out of joy
this is how i feel when you walked my way
just be there and i know love will always stay with me..

i posted this on my blog last novemeber 3 and just wanted to share it with everyone..Ü

mark was here a while ago.. yihee.. i’m all mushy agen..LOL.. well i guess that is the mystery of love.. anyway he came at our house at around 10 and sad to say he wasn’t able to buy me the pastillas i wanted so much.. (too bad for me..) but still i guess his presence makes it all worthwhile.. time  flew so fast while he was here i mean all we did was make kulit to each other.. hai naku and then my 4 makukulit cousins came over and we were like baby sitters!! still fun and we started talking about how our children would be like.. hahahaha.. my mom was so kulit then and kept on talking about going abroad and mark just kept on teasing me and of course him and my mom were a tag team and i lost sa pangaasar nila..Ü later we decided to talk it feels good to be with him.. then he started wat he cols as "panghaharana" but to me its more of pangaasar with tune.. hahahaha and i kept dictating the lyrics to him.. kasi kinakanta niya ung song n "ikaw" and he kept inventing lyirics.. ur so cute my unggoy well thanks for your effort.. hai sumtyms i wish it wud not end but reality check he also has to go home..=( officialy we are now apart for 3 and a half hours.. hahahahaha.. i love that guy! dunno why kc gnayuma ko hahahaha.. kahit n u failed to bring my favorite pastillas i still love you.. awwww…Ü

i don’t want to hate you.. maybe its d situation that hurts me the most.. i hope sometimes you’ll realize how much you have neglected me… it actually hurts.. i guess the fact that i also miss you makes the pain even more harder to bear.. i just do not want you making promises and then changing it the last minute.. hay life but even though you disappoint me at times.. i still love you.. i just hate this feeling.. but i know it all boils down to one reason.. I MISS YOU…

hahahahaha.. just wanted every1 to know dat Mark’s bday is coming up and i still have no gift for him..Ü just wanted to kip these blog updated.. hehehehe..